Seriously? I haven't really given much thought about you.. Not until yesterday evening when I opened my facebook account and I saw your post on the newsfeed which just screamed of aggressive narcissism. I mean could you get any more self-absorbed? Yes, the checklist says it all. Your ego is as big as your bulging protruding abdomen.
But why? I couldn't help but think back to the 31st of July when you decided to call me a B. You just had to call me a B. How mature of you :| So many wrong things happened that night, but frankly a part of me (make that a major part of me) is quite happy that you decided to act out like a raving lunatic, waking me up in the middle of the night and blaming me for something so far out. Why? You yourself made me see what a big jerk you are. Oh well. I may have shed a lot of tears that night, but hey.. It was only for a night. Calling me a B was just too extreme. And I think the reason why I'm not missing you right now or even tried missing you is that because I know that what friendship we had was just superficial. We may have spent a lot of time together but I never really got to know the real you since all you ever thought about was yourself. And since you called me a B, well I think I have a right to say how I feel about you. I would have liked to write it down all in writing but it would be a waste of "ink"
And so? Life goes on. I don't know why you can't look me in the eyes these days.. Is it because of the guilt..or you're just happy that you got rid of me. You could have just said it, instead of calling me a B. I sincerely hope you'd GROW UP. As for me, I'm moving on with a light heart and with a clear conscience, hoping that if we'd cross paths again I wouldn't have the urge to strangle you but just as someone who I would love to be friends with. Just like a clean slate.
*Sorry for this post, I'll try writing happier thoughts next time. ;)
hahha....finally, something to write about...hehehe
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